I suppose I have resigned from ministry thousands of times. I always resign on Monday, especially after a “not so hot” sermon, poor attendance, missing the budget (really bad) or even after a great day when Satan attacks or depression just sets in. I think most pastors have struggle with this issue at times but I think I’ve wrestled it more than most. It has always been a battle to just stay put.

Many years back while pastoring in California  I was really ready to “throw in the towel”, get a job and become a layman. I know I would make a great layman—really empathetic with the pastor. On this particular occasion I needed someone to talk with, just a little encouragement. just a simple “at a boy.”

Then a very well respected, well-known denominational leader came to stay with my wife and I for a few days. My wife, Billie, suggested that I might share my issues with him….maybe get some insight about how to beat the ministerial blues. So at dinner I eased into the matter. I asked, “Have you ever wanted to quit the ministry?” I really admired this guy and always felt was generally in tune with people’s needs. I will never forget his response. He looked at me as though I had uttered pure blasphemy and said, “No, I’ve never even thought of it.”

Wow! That really made me feel good. I could have crawled in a hole and never come out. I tried to crack the door of my heart seeking a moment of healing and he slammed it on my emotional fingers. Needless to say, I changed the conversation at the speed of light. What I didn’t realize at the time was that this “super-saint” had problems being faithful to his wife. I decided that I didn’t have such a big problem after all.

Well, today I have arrived at spiritual perfection and never think of quitting any more. WRONG! AND WRONG AGAIN! Actually, like all the truly transparent preachers who have on occasion opened their heart to me; it’s obvious that we all have chincks in our armor, Achilles heals and endless battles with myriad problems.

That’s why I’m excited about pastors connecting with each other—preachers simply helping preachers. This is a good thing and I hope you can join us on Thursday after the National for the breakfast meeting. I am convinced that it will be a safe place to make new friends, discuss ways to build a better network to share ideas and especially give encouragement during these very stressful times. Who knows, I may get to sit at your table and you may be able to help “fire me up” to keep going until God says, It’s enough.”

Looking forward to seeing you in Cincinnati.

Joe Grizzle